i'm so done with this life, i know most of my articles are about inspiring others but my own self is not okay

i can feel my life slipping away, every second that passes by makes me realize how much time i have left.

i don't want your sympathy or anything, i'm writing this because i need to get this out of my chest, I've decided to end my journey on end of this year, its quite amazing how much i kept on going, I've struggled a lot, and i cannot take this anymore, it hurts.

everyday feels like the same, everyday i wake up to hope for something new, hope for a change but nothings happening, every day i'm struggling with life, every single second makes me realize how worthless i am, i mean if i died no would care, but that wouldn't matter if i died.