I can't let go.
I can't let go sweet conversations we had,hilarious jokes,friendship,bromance. I can't let go of the feeling that you are supposed to be here. You supposed to know what is going on in my life. It's like you should be there for me and care for me like the old times. I can't let go of the little piece of hope that it will be okay again. We will be cool again.
I can't stop missing amount of times we spent talking. It was wasted time,wasted moments,wasted emotions,wasted friendship,wasted life,wasted world.
It's like the most fucked up thing ever.
But I'm still cool
Cause even tho It will never be the same again,I have imagination.
I can imagine whatever i want.
so that's what i do.
But the most creepy and amazing this is
"How someone can not be there anymore?"