My head is overloaded.
I'm thinking way too much about everything. And I am feeling empty and torn, again. I fell down this brick and I don't know how I come up again..
It helps to wright it down.
Because all this pain and all these incedients are bringing me down. Even if I don't want it. I fight against.
Against the bad mood.
But sometimes I think it has to be like this.
Sometimes the bad mood wins. Sometimes you have to be sad.
But I also wish it would exist a button to turn out thinking...
Just for a moment. As easy as drinking. Or even breathing.

I'm just trying to be positiv but also exapt the dark moments.
So stay positiv guys