Does anyone else make excuses to NOT lose weight like I do?

I want SO BADLY to be thinner and fit for my wedding day that's coming up soon but for some reason I cant get off my butt and lose the last 50 pounds I want to lose...

I'm the queen at finding excuses.

My favorite one now is "well I don't have a job so I'm stressed out" So since I'm stressed out I cant eat right either...

What's wrong with me?