If I'm going to be completely honest with you, I must say that sometimes I just feel so tired and so overwhelmed with everything that's going on that I just repel myself from any sort of social interaction outside my Netflix account. I know it's no go to just randomly disappear from the rest of my social group, but I can't help it. For example, today my best friend's crush finally asked her for being together and I'm really happy for them. But add that with school works, my own heart-related complications, and in general people that expect something from me I just need some time to stay away. It bothers them, for some individuals, this actions taken by me. But like I've said, I can't help it. I'm either around several people talking and laughing, full of joy and energy... or I'm home alone simply with a bag of chips watching RuPaul's Drag Race because I seriously feel that anything else would take away the small amount of energy I have left. Idk just a random thought I needed to share. Maybe I'm being overdramatic or it's a little depressing haha. I guess tomorrow I'll be okay.
Best wishes and kisses.