Boys and Crushes ❥ 4 - Rejected

You'll never find the right person if you never let go of the wrong one.

September 3, 2017

Thursday night at 9:45 I ask out the guy I've crushed on for 7 months. He is always on social media so I asked him on there.
Minutes passed, hours passed and many days passed, too many days actually.

4 days and he hasn't read it but he posted something! I couldn't believe it! At least I know now not to dwell on him any longer and waste many more months on a guy who doesn't even like me!

My friend or should I say fake friend likes him so much that she keeps rubbing in my face that I am an ugly human being and I'll never find the right guy. Just because I haven't had my first love yet let alone my first kiss even if I'm in high school doesn't mean I can't find the right guy. He's out there somewhere probably looking for his dream girl.

Even though surfer boy didn't give me an answer, he probably deleted the chat. I'm not sure if I should ask him in person and make it even weirder since I think he knows my instagram account. He hasn't blocked me but he keeps deleting everything! And no I'm not clingy I have only requested to follow him 3 times with at least 2 months gap in-between and changing my profile picture so he knows who I am.

But alas, I can't keep having feelings for a guy for an extra 7 months.. Hang on it just turned September so 8 months! Who knows my perfect guy might not be in my class or even my school!

If any of you have experienced a rejection remember you're not alone
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