I feel like all I ever hear anymore is yelling. Not matter where I am in the world. I could be sitting by myself outside or sitting in my room staring at the wall while everyone else is downstairs having a "conversation". If I don't hear the yelling in person then im yelling at myself in my head to be better and to stop being sad all the time. Sometimes you just can't help it. At the moment my parents are fighting like actual teenagers about their phone use. Earlier as I was talking around a craft store by myself I was yelling at myself to stop being lazy and do something with my life. I just want to be able to escape and be somewhere that doesn't revolve around bad attitudes and hatred. Sometimes I feel like that's all im surrounded by and I can't handle it anymore. When will it ever stop?