I'm sorry that I'm such a failure in life. I just can't! I can't live up to your expectations because I don't know how to achieve it. What is success without my happiness or consent? I don't understand why, but I'm so emotional, but not so affectionate at the same time. It's so hard for me to breathe and express myself correctly. I don't yearn to be the hypocrite that everyone so paints over their faces. Why do you all look at me with those eyes? Those eyes, scares me the most. Those eyes, casts me as an outcast. Those eyes are very nit-picky about what I do and how I interpret things. It makes me want to run alongside the train tracks and find myself lost. If you asked me to paint a picture, I will only leave it blank. I'm so confused that I can't tell what is reality and what is this "idealism of youth". I imagine myself living in the middle of nowhere, but I'm always surrounded by the same poisonous flowers again. I feel so stupid for lying awake at night thinking about the same scenarios but different solutions. All the solutions that I couldn't play out. Why am I so afraid? What am I afraid of? The beautiful things in life isn't just for me. I don't think I can ever understand your words. So stop following me! You know all my weaknesses...because you're me.

Because you are me.

"Beauty isn't about having a pretty face. It's about having a pretty mind, a pretty heart, and most importantly, a beautiful soul."

Don't ever put yourself down because at the end of the day you'll regret everything. You only have one life! It's okay to take it slow but always push yourself to move forward.


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