Hmm english is not my native language so excuse me if iam using it wrong

Hi everybody this is the very first time iam writing something on social site.
Iam going to introduce myself by my nature, habit, skill.

Iam not really good in nature thats what i think about myself or this is what people made me think.
I dont have much friends and the one whom i call my friend, they keep hurting me. But i truly love everyone around me.
I have some good habit of cleaning my stuff like room, drawer wardrobe.
The only thing which makes me sane and that is my skill, skill of drawing

It will be great if you want to know more about me or you have advice for me and greater if you want to start a friendship with me just in case.