Hi, my name is Sam Sanchez. Im fourteen years old and am ftm transgender.Lately i have been struggling to accept myself for who i really am. For a long time i have tried to be feminine but its just not me. I still havent accepted myself completely but I know this is truly me. I struggle everyday with gender dysphoria. I would wake up in the morning and stare at myself in the morning. I would tell myself im not good enough, im ugly, fat, and not worth it. I recently came out to my mom and we havent talked about it or talked about much then. Im still clueless to whether she accepts me or not because she hasnt said anything. I dont want to make this for people to sympathize me or anything but i feel like many people can relate to what im going through right now in my life. I want this to be a safe place for people to come and be able to express themselves for who they truly are and be able to talk to someone else who is going through the same thing at the moment. Im here for anyone who ever needs to talk. I cant say i love you because we never met. but i can assure you that there is someone out there who loves you for who you really are and cares for you. You are beautiful, amazing, and worth it. Please stay alive friends, for me, for your friends, for your family, for YOURSELF. Love yourself and stay alive because its worth it. -Sam