I’m losing you, don’t think I can’t see it. With every message, every call, every question you don’t answer I can feel us fading apart. Maybe is all in my head, Maybe I’m too anxious, it could be only mindless speculations. I never believed in a forever, I understand good things are not meant to last but I still hoped to be with you every step of the way even from afar. We didn’t talked any more, there were no more afternoon movies or no more sharing new music we found. I opened my heart for you, I gave too much of myself, do I regret it? I’m not sure because my thinking is blinded for the feeling of the bitter end. This is not about a past lover, sometimes the people that hurt you the most are the closest to you. A friend, more exactly best friend.