Don’t you feel like there’s a bunch of personalities trapped in your body? Like your mind is not black or white, like you are always trying to be something concrete but can’t figure out your position towards what’s happening. I find myself too many times in this situation. Of course we all have the possibility to choose, though I don’t sometimes. The thing is that I am scared of being too much cause I know I can be edgy and irritable so one minute I can be okay, well as okay as I can be, and the next second I can be falling apart, crying on the floor, isolating myself from everything. I know better than anyone how hard to handle I can be. God you can tell how afraid I am of not being understood. I fear people for their reckless nature but at the same time I recognize that that’s what makes them interesting, that’s what makes us special. I wonder a lot and get lost many times.