❝ｓｌｅｅｐｌｅｓｓ ｎｉｇｈｔｓ ❞

these nights were the worst nights.

my head rolled back,
my hair swept across my forehead,
the smell of sweat stained into the walls of the room,

i finished my drink,
my breath stinging from the amount of alcohol i drank.

i didn't mind, though.

the feeling of pain was overwhelming,

but these ｓｌｅｅｐｌｅｓｓ ｎｉｇｈｔｓ without you are what brought the worst in me.