i don't know what to believe

im so lost

i don't know what's good and what's wrong

but i want to know

i don't know what to follow

my heart or my mind

because everything is different

and i don't know why

maybe if i do good its bad

and if i do bad its good

but nobody knows

and that's so funny

because everybody judges

when they don't even know

i should do me

at the end it's just me

and my spirit

and who knows

maybe at the end, i was sure

im sorry

im sorry for doing questions

sorry for not being sure

but again, im just so lost

Sham Rojas

this poem is about my self struggle with religion. but if you want to take it as a poem about sexuality you can do it. i made it so it can be about both.