maybe I'm too sensetive,
maybe just dumb, too numb for anything other of my own feelings, too much,It is all too much. As if the outer world,the one outside my head,is an iceberg that my ship crashes in it everytime I'm in contect with. People does not get along with me,no metter how hard I try. sometimes I wish to die but simetimes I wish I could fucking fly,fly to my own world forever,but it trapped and the fog covers it every time I try to step in. It's all collapse with the actual reallty I'm living in. And it's fucking sucks,I'm stuck and I can't see a way out becouse all of the monsters all around.Damn, I did this to myself,the reality was my enemy but I was my enemy as well, I need to get out of here as soon as I can.