I feel extremely demotivated.
I feel overwhelmed by the amount of work waiting for me in my room. I feel overwhelmed by how much time has to go by before I actually move on from this.
I feel overwhelmed by the space I’m in. where I am forced to accept change. I am forced to make changes of my own, to adjust to rejection, to adjust to the shift of interests.
I feel like this isn’t where I should be. I feel like I should be grateful at the same time, I am dreading even waking up in this place.
I can barely sleep, I eat way too much, and I think I think too much too.
I don’t think I can do this.