I carry around a mind full,
Of unsaid thoughts,
And unexpressed feelings.
All those times,
I let you lead our late night talks,
I just nodded my head and agreed.
I never said what I meant for fear of your rejection
Or having to explain,
The feelings I didn't full understand myself.
So these thoughts remained
All those times,
I sat in front of you,
In your eyes and my words.
My mouth refuses to say what my mind is telling it to
When I'm with you
It's like I know what you're going to say,
Before you even do.
Maybe things between us could be better,
Or maybe even worse,
If so many thoughts weren't left
Even if I knew your exact responses,
I'd never be prepared for how it feels.
So maybe,
My thoughts should be left,