I'm in my second of year of uni now and it was hard. Everyday it was a battle. I don't have many friends and the only person that listens to my everyday rant would be the only best friend that I have in my program. I don't get the others or should I say, I don't know how to get with them. I don't know what to talk to when I'm with them. I feel so small and fat and insecure. I guess my expectation when I first got here was that I could finally be away from my family and do things by myself with my friends. Back then I wished for freedom but when I finally got a hold of them, I just don't know what to do with them. I am so stressed and sad at the same time.