I don't know what I thought would happen. They tried to tell me all about you, as if I didn't already know. You lied to me and in my desperation for love I believed you. Now i'm crying alone in my room, thinking about how much love I have to give but no one to give it to, ignoring messages from my friends because I can't bear to face the fact that I was oh so wrong about you. I hate that I blame myself, but that is all I can do. That is all I know how to do.