I hear sounds

In these sounds

I see colors

In these colors

I feel sensations

In these sensations

I feel my soul

In my soul

There is pain

There is joy

There are tears

There are screams

There are smiles

There is desperation

there is...

Are thousands of feelings

Are thousands of missed opportunities

Are thousands of moments

Are thousands of regrets

Are unrealistic versions of myself

Are good thoughts

It's bad thoughts

A rainbow of cold colors

Are never said words

Just me, just everything i feel

Only sensations

Only colors

Only sounds.