Do you ever feel like the whole world is against you? Like you know you have friends to talk to, but for some reason you decide to keep it all to yourself?

I finally thought I was moving on, and I am, don't get me wrong. But every time that something bad happens, it just reminds me of what I wanted to forget. Sometimes it feels like the world doesn't want me to be happy, even though I don't believe in faith and destiny.

It's just hard to focus on other things, like school and homework, when there's constantly something on your mind. I'm just so tired, both physically and mentally.
I'm worried that I'll get bad again...