Okay well it all started in my first year of high school, back then it was 10th grade. I met this boy and we became really closed friends but then my smart self had the guts to tell him how i felt about him, but then quickly i told him it was all a joke. Many of you may ask why is she telling us this, well people that was one of the biggest mistakes i made as a teenager. After that everything changed, many of my friends said he might haved liked me and since i blew it off he felt awkward around me. Our friendship ended but i stilled liked him. Imagine seeing him every day and seeing him change before your eyes. My crush was becoming a man and i was just the dumb girl who joked about my feelings for him. In this moment years have passed but i can still remember the look on his face. My crush the one i crushed.