Because I get attached and very interested in very troublesome minded people.
The biggest reason might be because I have a mind like that too.

I want to get close to the fire.
My intentions are not to play with the fire,
but to experience the beauty of it,
see it,
respect it and
hopefully maintain a balance to the overcoming fire.

Maybe because I want that to happen to me, or because I'm very stupid,
but either way it's who I am and that's why I ruin things
and say the wrong things.
Because I act before I see if the fire is calm or reckless.
And I'm impatient because the fire inside me is taking over.
It's starting to smoke and burn me out.