You know, sometimes you have this feeling, that feels like nothing. It is difficult to describe it, but you feel kind of unmotivated while, on the other Hand, you are inspired. You want to do stuff and for example redecorate your room or change some unhealthy habits and while you feel like "yeah! Let´s do this" your body is so heavy when you wanna stay up and start. At the Moment I am in this mood, but I think you just have to wait a bit and motivate yourself trough pictures, videos or friends, just whatever you feel like is best for you. And soon it will be over...Don´t worry too much about it.