Where do I start?
When we fell apart..

I do not know whether to blame myself for the sleepless nights I put myself in
Wondering if you were okay
Wondering if you know I worried
Wondering if I mattered as much as you mattered to me.

Where do I start?
When we fell apart..

As I drove along the highway
Picking up those broken pieces
Thinking I could put us back together
If I could be better.

It was never enough
I was never enough
There was always something wrong
Something that I needed to fix

Where do I start?
When we fell apart..

Screaming to myself to let you go
Screaming to myself to let myself go
It hurt, slowly and deeply..

I needed to be okay
I needed to be enough
Maybe this time, for me.