Do you miss me, do you miss me
I whispered to the dark
Don’t worry, don’t worry,
I’m not here to stay,
hungry for pain my mind’s a killer shark,
I’ll stand right here observe my decay

Lost in a feigned world,
my mind has already surrendered
to the pretty promise of death
there’s blood on my razor
and I’m running out of breath.

I’m shutting up the voice of reason,
holding the mic to all my inner demons
who are already shouting loudly
This is not what we asked for!
This is not what we asked for!

Next thing I know I’m on my bathroom floor,
screaming « Being alive isn’t what I asked for »
remembering that my mom used to tell me
you can’t always have what you want in life
turns out I want to die, here comes the strife.

This is not what I asked for!
This is not what I asked for!

You can’t leave, it’s too late
I can’t leave too late
can’t leave, it must be fate
And reason battled, battled hard
against the bold words of the dark
who filled my thoughts with a lethal poison,
it’s increasing my depletion

This is not what I asked for,
this is not what I asked for…