It hilarious how the life give you your all, but is not all. You don´t have him physically. However, you love him, like you don´t love anyone.
He is your all.
But you don´t have him at all.
Only his voice and his texts.
You only can touch him in your dreams and in your imagination.
I tell you something.
It´s not impossible.
Someday you can really touch him. Can hug him, kiss him...
You can break the distance.
Just propose it and believe in it.
Tells you, a person who has achieved it.