I love that I can give advice to everyone who is hurting. I can teach them how to self love when I can't. I can give them little tips on how to treat themselves when they are having a bad day but I can't even do that for myself. What I'm really trying to say is its 10pm I know it's not that late but I miss you so much. Everyday I think about you and what you're doing and if you are okay or not. You used to think it was weird when I told you that I worry and care about you but it's true I really do. I said I always will and I still stand by that. I blocked you on every social media site that I could because I couldn't stand the thought of seeing you anymore. I want to see you happy but not without me... I know that sounds shitty but I love you.