Dear crush,I keep coming up and rehearsing the many scenarios that I will approach you the next time I see you but then I see you and I get weak,so weak I feel my soul shake and I wonder how on earth dare I even imagine of the possibility that a girl with the looks and decency of royalty and me,an ordinary boy,would ever get to be together. Probably you never notice me when you look my way.So I let the opportunity pass and later on regret why I didn't take it.So I begin thinking of the scenarios of approaching you once again and go through this cycle over and over again.Coward me.