Dear crush,I keep coming up and rehearsing the many scenarios that I will approach you the next time I see you but then I see you and I get weak,so weak I feel my soul shake and I wonder how on earth dare I even imagine of the possibility that a girl with the looks and decency of royalty and me,an ordinary boy,would ever get to be together. Probably you never notice me when you look my way.So I let the opportunity pass and later on regret why I didn't take it.So I begin thinking of the scenarios of approaching you once again and go through this cycle over and over again.Coward me.

DEAR CRUSH
little cub
...funny how dreams create the best characters & venues.It's like a god creating the world afresh,the world before the 1st sin... 2/7/1995
...funny how dreams create the best characters & venues.It's like a god creating the world afresh,the world before the 1st sin... 2/7/1995