"Depression isn`t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it`s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it`s desperatly needing yo be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even tough you haven`t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it`s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn`t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it`s going to be okay. It`s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what`s wrong and knowing that you`re ruining his night because you can`t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It`s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It`s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don`t want them to look at you like you`re broken. No, depression isn`t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.