Thoughts are destroying us but they also help us to grow. We are alone thinking in our bed and we just wanna go out with friends to forget everything and push these thoughts away. But if there is no-one to go out you have to stay at home. It is a hard night, It is a night full of thinking but you'll learn, you'll learn to be strong to fight and maybe you'll find some answers for all these questions. All these hard nights will make you stronger. And maybe you'll be happier one day if you let all these thoughts in.