Hey! This is a little article for me. Why I’m writing it? I don’t know. But I am. I guess it’s because writing things down helps. I know that no one will ever read this, but if you have been able to stumble up on this, then excuse my bad English. Anyway, let’s begin.

I really do just want to wright down my thoughts, about me and my life.
I kind of hate myself. I hate my ugly face, and my fat body. When you look at me, you look at a troll, and not a pretty one. But to be honest, if I could change one thing about me, I would change my personality. Because I’m an annoying wimp, who overthinks everything, are scared of the most stupid things, that there is no reason to be scared of and I cry over everything and nothing. And I care too much. What people think of me, if what I am doing is correct or good enough, if I am being weird or if I am going crazy.
At times I think the world would be a better place without me.

Things that can bright up my days are reading a good book, or listening to music, cuddling with my guinea pigs or just being alone in a quiet room.

I hate school. Yep, I HATE school. School only bring stress and fear. And I especially hate school because there are so many people there. This just makes it even harder to survive, especially since I am shy, very sensitive and an introvert. All the pressure is slowly killing me. I want help, which I am getting, but it’s still so difficult. I strive after good grades (which I do get, even though they could be better), which is why it just gets so exhausting and stressful and brings a lot of tears.

And another thing is I wish I had friends that understood. Don’t get me wrong, I have very nice friends, but I often feel kind off alone and left out. And when I am scared of stupid things or I am very exhausted, do I feel like they don’t understand. I don’t know, it’s weird. It’s all just a complicated mess.

Well anyway, at least have an amazing family I really love, and I have to beautiful guinea pigs and a cat, that I love so, so much.