This just some random shit. Not ENTIERLY a love letter/my personal experience.

I miss you but its not the same anymore. Now I feel like I had you back but then I just let you go. Why? I remember the 2nd time we broke up. I was crying cuz I wanted you back. I got you back (it took a while) but I ended up letting you go. And now I probably officially won’t get u back otra vez. It’s hard to explain como me siento. I just really miss you.
I MISS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH YOU.
I MISS YOUR VOICE.
I MISS YOUR LAUGH.
I MISS HOW YOU USED TO BOTHER ME WHEN EVER I SAID OKAY OR THAT’S COOL.
I just really miss you. You were my first love and you’ll always be. I don’t know if we’ve broke up for sure. It’s been a week since we talked. I heard that it’s not official until one of us says so. I don’t want to say it. I hope you don’t say it. But maybe its best if one of says it even if its hard to face the reality of love.
TE AMO