Just don't. It doesn't matter how hard it is or how serious the problem is, at some point it will be fine. Why causing yourself more pain than you already feel? Why wold you want to leave a mark of that pain stay with you longer than it should? Just remember, it will be fine just if YOU want to, the pain and the sadness is there because you let it be there. So STOP. You're BEAUTIFUL, you're STRONG and more than that you're GOOD ENOUGH.