How did I get here.

I'm at a point in my life where I'm starting to question it all. Everything leading up to now. Why didn't I do that one thing that one time. Why did I do that one thing that one time.

People make me feel like I'm the badguy, but how did I ever get to the place where I allow it? I'm sure as hell not perfect, but no one is.

How does it happen?

One day you're sitting there, life's good, you're laughing. Then something shitty happen's and the finger gets pointed at you? For what?

For nothing.

You did nothing wrong ... So, why the hell are other's making you feel like you did? Why do you allow it?

Why don't you stop?
How do you stop.