it will get better. i swear. i know you have heard this and you have been like ''no it won't'' but i know it gets better. i know it is so hard to not to give up. but you can't. here are so many people who care about you, there are so many reasons to be alive. you are gonna be alright and everything's gonna be fine. i know what it feels like when life is just shit or atleast it feels like that. but there's always a reason to live. you just have to stay strong & fight. it's seriously gonna get better. maybe not now, but someday. i promise.

"This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
— Marilyn Monroe