So... I don't know if I should write this, but the top of page notification was annoying me as fuck, by the way it's another problem that I have: I'm always annoyed and, as you can see, I'm not really focused.
As I write this, I am constantly thinking of changing "depressed" to "sad," because I am afraid that I am just exaggerating my sadness, but I am also afraid that I'm really depressed and didn't ask for help. Don't worry, I do not hurt myself physically or as the videos and texts about depression says: I have an empty feeling, do not want to do the things you liked... But sometimes at night if I don't keep my mind occupied I want to go home, not home, but the home, a place that I feel very good. I don't know if a place like this exists, it's just that I want that the things... I don't know. I just want to feel happy and not cry every night.
I'm not always sad, I laugh while watch videos with my sister, I like to watch kdramas, but it is all what I wanna do, you may think that I'm just lazy, and maybe you right... Just ignore me and go to the next post. I will survive... I hope.