Do you know what it's like?
To bre trapped in your own mind?
To hare youtself more that you could ever imagine?
To have nobody care?
To feel alone?
To feel empty?
To cut yourself just to remember you can still feel?
To have suicidal thoughts?
To cry yourself to sleep?
To just want to shut off from the world?
To just want to end it all?
To care about someone only to get hurt in the end?
To rise only to fall?
To fuck everything up?
To ruin everything?
To take all the blame?
To feel so low?
To feel depressed?
Do you know what it feels like?
Cuz, I do, and I hate it.