THERE CAN BE SO MANY HAPPY THINGS. THERE IS SO MANY HAPPY THINGS. I WANT AND NEED TO TRAVEL AND SEE AND DO AND BE AND REALLY JUST LIVE AND SURROUND MYSELF WITH ALL THE POSITIVE THINGS, WITH EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I LOVE, LIVING MY DREAM LIFE AS MY BEST SELF. I WANT TO SEE ALL THE COOL PLACES IN THE WORLD AND JUST GO WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND SHARE EVERYTHING WITH THEM AND I WANT TO LEARN WHAT I NEED TO AND I WANT TO LISTEN TO ALL THE MUSIC AND LEARN WHAT IS THE VERY BEST BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW.
I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT ALL THE GOOD THINGS BECAUSE DEPRESSION TAKES THAT AWAY FROM YOU AND IT SKEWS YOUR PERCEPTION BUT WHEN YOU COME OUT OF IT YOU LISTEN TO LOUD MUSIC AND YOU MEET NEW PEOPLE AND YOU TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM AND YOU SHARE THINGS WITH THEM AND YOU GET TO DISCOVER THE WORLD TOGETHER AND LIFE IS JUST SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING BECAUSE OF THAT AND BECAUSE WE JUST GET TO BE HERE.

BUT NOW I CAN LISTEN TO LOUD MUSIC WRITE ALL THE THINGS I NEED TO WRITE BECAUSE THEY KEEP COMING IN MY MIND AND LAUGH REALLY HARD AND ENJOY ALL THE SMALL THINGS AND TELL OTHERS THAT IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY WITH ALL THE DOUBT IN MY HEART REPLACED BY THE TRUTH I'M LIVING BECAUSE PLEASE.
LOOK AT THIS LIFE. PLEASE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I BEG YOU BECAUSE I KNOW HOW GOOD IT IS. WHEN I TELL YOU IT IS GOING TO BE OKAY AND THERE ISN'T DOUBT IN MY VOICE IT'S NOT BECAUSE MY DEPRESSION TAUGHT ME TO LIE IT'S BECAUSE YOU. WILL. BE. OKAY. AND I NEED THAT TO BE SHOWN. I NEED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT THIS LIFE IS GOOD. THERE IS SO SO SO MANY GOOD THINGS. LOOK IN ALL THE BRIGHT PLACES AND READ ALL THE BOOKS YOU WANT AND LISTEN TO ALL THE SONGS, LEARN ALL THE LYRICS, GO OUT WITH FRIENDS EVERY WEEKEND, EVERY NIGHT, SET GOALS, REALIZE WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IN THE END AND DO SOMETHING EVERYDAY THAT WILL GET YOU CLOSER TO YOUR GOALS BECAUSE THE TIME IS TODAY, AND AFTER TODAY, THIS DAY WILL NEVER COME AROUND AGAIN SO THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, AND THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO LIVE LIFE, SO PLEASE PLEASE I BEG OF YOU, JUST LIVE AND LOVE AND APPRECIATE IT ALL.

BE HAPPY🌸