I understand you are drowning me into hell, but I want to follow you there if it means that I can look in your eyes along the way. I can feel the damage you cause everytime to my heart but unfortunately I don't have the courage to let you go. You can hurt me anytime, you can do it if you want. It is both a curse and a blessing I feel safe only when I love you. I prefer getting lost in your maelstrom, ignoring the fact that I may get killed. This is how much I love you.