I broke that moment;
couldn't handle it anymore
I was screaming, shouting,
trying to reach someone

I fell that day;
I hit the ground, I hit it hard
I'm afraid, because I don't know,
how to stand up

I faded that week;
everything just collapsed
I tried to come back,
But how can I make it up?

I crumbled that month;
like a stone after some time
I couldn't put my pieces back together,
I can't pretend, like everything is fine

I teared apart that year,
in parts I could've never imagined,
Now I'm just laying around, waiting for someone,
to figure out what has happened

I regret all those decades
Of pushing everyone away
Now I'm alone and cold
It's what I deserve; it is my own fault.