I had been like "I'm totally ok. I don't miss him anymore." until yesterday. Yesterday night I found some photos of us. They were so...Don't have a word to say, I was just so emotional.

Yesterday, our memories passed front of my eyes like a movie which hadn't created yet. I remembered our laughes by crying.

I do miss every second with him, every second he smiles every second he cries, every second he laughes or every second when he was angry. I hope he misses me too.... If he doesn't, It's ok too. I can handle it.

But, after and before all the things I miss you so much....