the title is probably misleading. this isn't a review about the movie, though, the movie was really good. (Heath Ledger, may he rest in peace, was such a babe in that movie).

no. this is a compilation of things that I hate about you..... you being none of you who may actually read this.

1. I hate that you never actually told me how you felt. you kinda led me on but I accept some of that blame because I never told you how I felt either.

2. I hate that I let you lead me on. more than once actually. guess it takes three let downs to finally learn a lesson.

3. I hate that you make her smile and laugh the way you use to make me smile and laugh.

4. I hate that I miss your smile. this one isn't something I hate that you do necessarily, but it's still something I hate.

5. I hate the way you make me miss you by actually ignoring me. such irony.

6. I hate it when you notice me on social media. it's like there's some false hope that arises when your notification lights up my phone. I remember when that notification use to be a text or a call. now it's just a fact that hey, you sorta remember I exist, but the most effort you're willing to make is to like a post.

7. I hate that this is number seven and I actually can't think of anything else to say.

8. I hate that you're the reason I can't love anyone else. no one will ever be you. and I can't decide if that's a good or bad thing.

9. I hate that you're so close in proximity to me, yet we're practically worlds apart. a 30 minute drive and I could be at your door. or you at mine. but I cant make that drive and I know you wont.

10. the last and final fact. I hate that I love you. I hate that you made me love you then left me to love someone else. I hate that I'm still in love with you. I hate that word: love. I hate that I miss you and that I know you probably don't miss me. I hate that I hate all these things because there was a point in time when I didn't hate you or anything about you. I didn't think that was ever possible. I didn't think you out of all people would ever wound me the way you did.

never say never, I guess....