day 4) your first love and first kiss, if different discuss both

I'm doing this one day late because yesterday was my birthday and I didn't go on my computer at all. Anyway as teenagers we are always told we don't know what real love is but I think that what we describe as real love changes when we change and everyone defines true love differently. My first kiss was (really late compared to my friends) in grade 9 at a school dance. It was with the first boy I ever really had a crush on and eventually the first boy I'd say "I love you" too. We hung out a bit in my grade 9 year (he was one year older) usually at his house but things were never serious and eventually we stopped talking. I didn't hear from him for months but right before school started again after summer break (grade 10 for me, grade 11 for him) we started talking again and ended up dating for a bit. Like I said before he was the first kid I exchanged I love yous with but I knew he wasn't the person I'd be with for the rest of my life and eventually things ended again this time forever. Since then I've dating a few people but it always fell apart a few months in. Until now. My currently boyfriend and I have been together for a year and coming up on 3 months and I've never been happier. I could write waaayyy too much about what good and bad we've been through this 1.3 years but I'm going to keep it short and sweet. I see a future with this boy and when I say I love you I truly truly mean it, no doubt in my mind.