So here i am, basically taking this opportunity to start writing a blog which is something i have always wanted to do like one one of those cute girls from an american TV show. However i don't really know where to start so this is my trial piece. I'm just practising writing my thoughts down and its fun !

My name is Emily I am 19 Years old and ill be 20 next month on the 24th of October which makes me a Scorpio ;). I'm a wild child with a truly warm heart. I can be brutally honest yet always kind. One of my many favourite Quotes is 'it's nice to be nice' and i wish more people would follow that on a daily basis. I can be a very deep and creative thinker and i have a good eye for aesthetic hence why i love we heart it and have done for years.

I have worked in many different and wonderful jobs since the age of 15. As of a couple of months ago, i got my self signed off on the sick with anxiety and depression from the estate agents i work in due to them not paying me correctly by law, staff bullying me and stress from my violent alcoholic parents divorce.

Now i am searching for a job that can fulfil my heart and my mind and not just my bank account. I have come to realise that money inst going to make me happy. Unfortunately it is not realistic to runaway and be a hippy for the rest of my life.I still need to pay bills and stick a roof over my head. But i do know that i want to work in a job that will help feed my creativity or love of helping damaged people.

Life is full of horrible negative shit and you can either spend your time dwelling on things you can not control, OR, you can spend your time trying to find inner peace and out put positivity in to the world and other peoples lives. I choose the second option.

so there is a little about me.
I guess ill list a few of my hobbies and interests here, and then eventually ill write individual blogs/articles about all of them.

Roller Skating
Skate Boarding
art
cartoons
cats
grunge
drawing
colouring
hair
pastel colours
black
pole dancing
feminism
gaming
anime
photography
collections
poetry
reading
mental health
drugs
love
romance
quotes and sayings
cute
pink
surfing
health
problems with society
crystals
aliens
unicorns
vampires
day dreaming

that's all i can think of for now i guess <3