I don't really know how to start this or what to say exactly but I'm just gonna keep typing and hope for the best.

Everyone pretty much knows what anxiety is. Most people suffer from it, but it still stays a questionable subject purely because its a mental illness and affects people differently. (and most times not physical)

To me social anxiety is hearing people laugh around me and instantly looking down at my self 'cause what else whould they laugh at except me (I'm also drowing in irony)

I don't talk a lot or involve myself in coversesions in big groups 'cause i feel like anything I say it's being judged.

I don't go anywhere alone.. at least not with my willing 'cause there's times where I must go somewhere ( like after school activities) that I have to go alone but thats something I've gotten used to..mostly.

To sum this up 'cause it's alreadytoo long forpeople to handle..I advise you if you are feeling this way talk to someone. Anyone, it's easier with someone you trust and are comfortable yet..I haven't talked to anyone about my fears either but just writting this makes feel better already.

Thong is YOU ARE NOT A MENTAL ILLNESS YOU HAVE THE UPPER HAND AND YOU DECIDE HOW TO FEEL keep that in mind. thnx <3

also soz for any mistakes my computer apprently doesn't really care about what i'm typing and typew it's own things...