16... since you want leave me.... generally ..many days from first time I talk you , from first time I see you, from all these nights I miss you....
No matter old as you get , no matter experience you have , when you love and separate , you total broken. Is a punch on your face.
As I grow up sure I have many disappointments, some brakes ups, bad days, usual things all grown up persons have been throught....
But all sometime change...Now was the time,my time , our time , the sun shine and the life smiles you ..when you realize ..is the one, is my 1/2 , is the rest of my life ....I am not a kid , I am a woman now, I feel strong bondage between us , I feel full inside me ... full of you ...you great , I admire you , I feel power , I feel proud for you , I feel my fucking life , finally give me a present !
i never gonna leave you , you my all ... i know it !!!!! and just a day....''slap'' ...why ? you convict me in ''slow'' death , I prefer you kill me, it will hurt less. why? ....
I can not , get my pieces back not because I am egoist and I insist , because you miss and only you complete my all.. I'm half, I always be half , maybe all this pain pass but I never complete again , I pain inside my chest, this pain you feel full of tension, I feel cold , and tears now can not run no more... I am die-ing slow inside me , slow outside me , is a bad dream sure , I need wake up now !!!!!! .. I continue counting days...