I walk alone on theses empty street near my house with the stars and mountains at my side
I don want to go home
I tell myself while I pass the stop sign and turn right
just a couple blocks more
I slow down my pace
ring ring its my mom
I ignore the call
I don't want to go home
I want to start all over
I'm tired of this body I'm in where ever this body goes pain and sadness follows
I followed rules I was good and yet I'm still punished
what have I done wrong
if not this life my last life
I'm sorry
I say whoever is listening to me please forgive me for what I have done to make you upset
please stop this pain I feel inside its stronger and stronger everyday and I don't know how to control it anymore