To all the boys I loved before: Julio, My First Heartbreak

I met him in middle school

Funny, intelligent & a nice guy

Always supportive and cared for me.

One day in high school,

We had a petty fight

We didn’t talk for a week or so

Spent one summer day together

and forgot what happened

His personality was one of a kind

I liked him since then

My feelings grew even more.

We’ve been friends for 6 years,

Invited him for lunch on valentine’s day

Told him I liked him

and friend zoned me right away.

We faced adulthood and had different paths

Had rumors that he’s gay

Never confirmed it from him

I was cool with it

Made sense he never dated

Would lend a hand if he needed me

Now,

Our friendship still the same

It seems like no years have gone by

still that sweet, silly old friend I will always cherish.

> Message me & tell me about your first heartbreak.