these are just some things i wrote.

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I'm afraid of falling back, falling back to you. You are the one I love, and I will probably love forever. But I need to move on. You are a drug I need to learn to I've without.
I'm doing fine at the moment, but I know it'll get hard. It always gets hard.
I miss you, all of you. The way you used to look at me and how you used to love me. That's in the past now. I tell myself I'm not gonna fall back but I know I will.

you're doing great,aren't you? it's all so easy for you. you didn't care and you didn't do much to keep me, so I had to go. I had to let go of you. You didn't care, at least that's how it looked. did you even love me?

It hurts to see you move on and be in love with someone else. I pretend I don't care but inside I'm dying. I know you're not good for me and I know you don't care, but it still hurts.

It's not that easy to let you go. You're in my head and you won't get out. I love you, and I don't think I'll ever stop loving you, but I need to move on.